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uselessshe fell apart in an empty room.  the birds outside were shrieking in competition;  the sound pushed into her mind and stayed there.  she wanted to shriek with them.   
she turned the lights off and sat in the dark.  she imagined ghosts, coming to haunt her,  
coming to hate her, dragging her off.  she crammed herself into the corner  and tried to take up no space at all.   
she cried, over and over again.  the tears did not help, they were angry and cold,  empty and sad, useless.  she got into bed and closed her eyes.  the birds could not call her out. useless
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someone else's thoughtsJoanna’s train drew in at quarter-past eleven: it was ten minutes late. She got off and found herself looking for Katherine in her own way, quickly and shyly, and then thought that it was another thing she would need to change. She had a whole list of those, on a piece of paper stuffed in her jeans pocket; the list was written in her own neat narrow writing. Katherine’s handwriting was entirely different, large and rough and wide. Joanna had learned to copy it, but she still couldn’t quite write it on her own. She should have used the list as a way of practising, it occurred to her now – but it was too late. She took her p someone else's thoughts
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her own wordsit is her own words, in the end,  which hurt her. it is her own anger  which burns her, and as she hides the scar,  in the tiny downstairs toilet, curled up  against the wall, she thinks about  going home. the lights are off and  her parents are asleep. she goes to bed, but her  words are in her ears; she puts on her slippers  and her dressing-gown, presents from her  
aunt, and she walks through the house like  a ghost. there are cars on the road outside and  she listens to their noise, imagines herself  walking out the door and getting into  one. she wants to run away, and, fo her own words
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cars, stadium
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being ridiculous

Fri Feb 6, 2009, 4:55 PM
i hate how ridiculous i get when i'm upset. i always do this thing of starting conversations with people, because i want to tell them, but then chickening out. which means that i end up just saying a load of stupid irrelevant things so that i won't have to tell them... the, um, stupid and irrelevant truth. like, i once rang my best friend when i was really upset, and then i couldn't really say anything so i just started going on about wishing her sister a late happy birthday. i'm so sensible, right

so i'm posting this on here because every other site i blog on, quite a few people read it/comment on it, and i don't really want everyone reading my angst. but i do want to publish my angst on the internet, apparently? idk. i'm kind of rambling here.

basically, i'm just confused and sad and i don't understand why i'm confused and i don't understand why i'm sad, and because when i try to talk about being confused or sad i end up accidentally changing the subject, i'm just going to post about it on here instead.

yeah.

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  • Listening to: how to save a life (acoustic)
  • Reading: the line of beauty (again)
  • Watching: skins trailers
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing

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  • Current Residence: england
  • Interests: i need more hobbies, i am almost one-dimensional
  • Favourite movie: i don't have one
  • Favourite band or musician: i don't have a favourite band/singer, i just have favourite songs. lots of them.
  • Favourite genre of music: it depends/everything
  • Favourite poet or writer: i love sadie jones for... the, um, one book she's written. it's a good book though
  • Favourite style of art: i'm not sure. i like art which seems to mean something, instead of being technically perfect
  • Operating System: ubuntu on my laptop ~
  • MP3 player of choice: my ipod. idc how shit/rip-off they are
  • Favourite game: ico maybe
  • Favourite cartoon character: courage the cowardly dog. :P
  • Tools of the Trade: keyboard, i am dull

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~bentonica:iconbentonica: Apr 24, 2009, 1:28:40 AM
thank you*

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bentónico, ca.

(Del ingl. benthonic, der. de benthos, bentos).

1. adj. Biol. Perteneciente o relativo al bentos.
Mood: Joy ~SkankinMike:iconSkankinMike: Apr 8, 2009, 1:46:25 AM
Thank you so much for the faves :D
=MissTown:iconMissTown: Mar 4, 2009, 3:53:17 PM
thank you for the watch!

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"Of all the gin joints, in all the towns, in all the world, she walks into mine..."
~insanities:iconinsanities: Mar 5, 2009, 12:25:00 AM
you're welcome. i love your art ^__^
~so-normal:iconso-normal: Jan 22, 2009, 1:07:48 PM
girl,
i'd forgotten, almost,
how brilliant you are.

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<3

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~insanities:iconinsanities: Jan 22, 2009, 1:13:43 PM
"not very"?

i can understand being forgotten though, i seem to update my DA about... well, never, at the minute
~so-normal:iconso-normal: Jan 22, 2009, 1:39:28 PM
oh ridiculous.
very very.

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~insanities:iconinsanities: Jan 22, 2009, 1:44:03 PM
is this supposed to be skill-brilliance, personality-brilliance, or some other kind of brilliance which is so brilliant that i can't even think of it?

(and hands up if you've forgotten what brilliant even means after hearing it that many times)
~so-normal:iconso-normal: Jan 22, 2009, 2:16:05 PM
both, and more.

*hand plummets to the ground*

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<3

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~3curly3:icon3curly3: Sep 17, 2008, 4:25:42 PM
hayy u thanks for the :+fav: :D :D
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